sAd DaY IN mY LiFe

mmmm,,,,,,hri nih,,,aq nk kongsi satu cerita sedih yg menimpa hidup aq,,,,cerita yg mengajar aq erti pengorbanan n kasih syg,,,,sebenrnye,,dh lame nk aq kongsikan kepada semua,,tp,,mase x mengizinkan,,,aq x berdaya,,,dn bru skunk,,aq rase aq mampu melontar n meluahkan segala-galanya,,,,,,

crite ni berlaku 2 thun lpas,,dalam bulan 5,,,20 may 2009,,,,,mase tuh,,aq form 5 n hri tuh jugak ad exam add math,,,,,kalu korang nk tau,,add math nih subjek favourite aq,,,,huhuuh

pg tuh,,mcm biase mak aq kejutkan aq tido<<then,,aq mandi,,n berkemas nk kesekolah<<mmmm,,,sebelum aq g sekolah,,mak aq bg duit,,,,"adik,,ambik duit nih,,esok,mak x bg dh",,,tu la yg mak aq bg tau,,,mmmm

aq pun terus ke sekolah,,,ayah aq yg hantar,,,hik8

sampai je kat skolah,,aq rase mcm x sedap hti,,,mmmm,,,,but aq ignore je perasaan tuh,,,but,,truthly,,i don't know,,,

then,,aq pun jwb la soklan add math paper1 tuh,,,,last paper tuk hri tuh,,,,,

lam half an hour,,aq rase mcm x ley tahan dah feeling nervous aq tuh,,,,then,,aq g la toilet just wanna wash my face,,,,

but,,on the way nk ke toilet,,someone shout on me..."adik,,cepat!!!,,,,,mak tenat dh,,,,cepat!!!,,,,g kemas brg tuh,,,,"....tp aq??,,,,,aq froze at that time,,,,lam kepale aq satu jer,,,,"nothing happen,,mak mesti ok",,,,,then,,aq berlari ke kelas n pack in all brg aq smbil menangis,,,,,"what's going on ery??".....(suara cg aq),,,,,aq x ley than n terus mnangis sekuat hati,,,,,arrrggghhhhh!!!!!!,,,,"makkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

everybody terdiam......

,,,,,,,mmmmm,,,,,on the way nk blik,,,fikiran aq kosong<<<lam otak aq satu je,,,,aq harap mak aq ok n shat semule,,,,,,,,,,but<<<<<<

"makkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!"

on the spot aq langkah kaki msuk lam umah,,,,,,lafaz tu aq keluarkan,,,,,mmmmm

fikiran aq kosong,,,,,,,,mak aq dah xad,,,,,makkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!

,,,,,,,mmmmm,,,,,aq xley tahan perasaan ku,,lalu aq peluk mak aq,,,,seorg mak yg telah melahirkan aq,,,,yg membesarkan aq,,,yg menyusukan aq,,,,yg beri semangat n nasihat kat aq,,,,tp,,,skunk?????

aq dah kehilangan mak aq buat selama2 nya,,,,

makkk!!!!,,,,,,,,"adik minx maaf ngan mak,,,adik bnyk buat mak terase,,buat mak kecewa ngan adik,,perangai adik,,,,makk,,,,,adik nk mak,,,jgn tinggal adik,,,,,adik syg kat mak,,,mak!!!!!",,,,,,aq x tau nk buat cam ner<<<<kak linda pujuk aq,,,,ckap,,"sabr dik,,,,,,kak nda pun syg kat mak,,,,,sabr la dik!!"

.....mmmmm.....tp,,aq xley tahan perasaan nih,,,,,aq tetap peluk mak aq,,,,,,mmmm,,,,

makk!!!

aq cume fikir,,,"cam ner nasib aq slpas nih??aq dh x ade mak,,,,mak,,,adik nk mak blik,,,,,"

"bad(ayah aq),,,bad mane????mmmmm,,,bad???mane bad???,,,,,arrrggghhhh,,,,bad,,,mak x de doh,,,,,,adik nk mak!!!",,,,,,,"adik,,sabor22,,,,,,adik jgn gini,,,bad sedey gok,,,adik,,,Allah lbih syg kat mak,,,,sabr eh???,,,,mak maaf dh semua ank2 yer....",,,mmmm,,,,tu la ape yg bad aq bgtau,,,mmm

hri tu,,mmg hri yg pling x dpt aq lupakn till now,,,aq mmpu berdoa je kpada Allah,,semoga arwh mak aq dtmpatkn dalam klgn org beriman,,,,,,,mmmm,,,aq nk cerite bnyk lagi,,tp,,,aq x ley,,,sebak aq to crite lg,,,,

satu je pesanan aq kpada semua,,,,"hargailah ibu anda semua,,,,,syurga d bwh telapak kaki ibu,,,,,,siapalah kite tnpa ibu?????,,,fikir2 kan la,,,,,,"...itulah "pearl" aq,,,,makkkkkkkkk!!

mak,,,adik syg kat mak!!!!!

Al Fatihah

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